voutia!....

-loipon me to tria okey?
-kala...
-ena, duo...
tria
splash
-ma kala xazo eisai ela mesa , vouta paidi mou
-maaaaaa fovamai.
-ti fovasai?
-tous karxaries
-ma den uparxoun karxaries edo
-eee.kai ta delfinia? an me tsibisoun?
-ta delfinia den tsibane einai kala
-ma borei na tsibisoun emena omos.
-giati na se tsibisoun paidi mou?xazo eisai . vouta
-de thelo. vasika.... kala borei. alla oxi akoma
aurio
-mmmm, kala aurio loipon i telospadon kapote
ego edo tha mai mexri me to kalo na voutixeis. okey?
-mmmm nai. .......euxaristo
-den ekana tipota. oute boro vasika. de thelo na se rixo mesa.
esu tha apofasiseis pote tha voutixeis. esu xaneis. ta nera einai teleia

As it comes .....

Remembering now it makes me wonder how these intricately strong marble beads of our memories have started to break in parts. some beads independently fall and take their own unknown course in the vast floor of our lives. It seems awkward the fact that those 2 colourful strings have started to untangle so quickly... it seems inapt to actually digest the fact of this rapid untangling compared to many years of happily and enthusiastically putting them together. It hurts still this fact but from a different prism. It seems more distant more cold now.
 I dont want this to happen and i shout it out to you ; u cant hear me anymore nor see me. I feel that i dont want to forget so quickly , i dont know why, i force myself subconsciously  to feel the pain , the loss, the chaos  behind me. I dont know how long it will take and most importantly im not sure how long I actually want it to take. You have left the scene, only ur smell; reminding me the past. And Im still standing watching the beads dancing crazily in the floor, fireworks in my brain and the ravaging tap tap tap making my ears bleed and my heart stop. Sometimes i feel i cant breath , my heart seems to disobey my orders. Its like it wants to suffocate itself... I cant leave... I dont want to put the strings back together but i cant leave this time, I dont know why.......

i li tsou tsong ki i riza tis padotinis eutuxias

eutuxia s lene bas k xeroun ti simainei. mia axristi lexi na prospathei nadikatastisei tosa sunaisthimata. oute kan omos... eu kalo kai tixi. polu lathos lexi kata tin apopsi mou. eutuxia simainei na boreis na tin arazeis me ton eauto s kai na ta lete , me allous kai molo ton kosmo guro sou. eutuxia simainei na koitas tasteria kai naniotheis oti taftaneis. eutuxia simainei na niotheis ti thalassa na skaei pano st soma s kai n a se xaideuei. eutuxia simainei na geuesai enan kafe kai na mi lipasai g t thanato. polla pragmata sigekrimena g ton kathena. o li tsou tsong oipon apofasise nanevei st iero vouno t kakotraalo p xe parei toses zoes pros euresin tis magikis rizas tis eutuxias. lene se mutho pos i eutuxia itan gunaika panemorfi sa neraida kai mia mera apofasise na meinei sti gi. alla eprepe na kruftei apo ti lipi i apofasise na metamorfothei se riza. i lipi den tin xanade alla tin epsaxe meso polemon , pienas, thanaton , olo trigurize ston kosmo prokallodas thn kuriarxia tis. alla i eutuxia akoma zouse arkei kapoios na tin evriske. o li tsou to xe diavasei se kati arxai a keimena. apofasise loipn na paie na ti vrei t riza k na ti murasei ston kosmo olo. na exafanistei i lipi mia k kali.

alla afou anevaine glistrise ki epese kai pethane. adikos xamos

o pierotos

e itan enas pierotos pou epese se melagxolia g mia balarina. i klassiki istoria filoi mou. ekeini itan panemorfi me roz kormaki kai kataprasina matakia. gluka estaze, tis eipe oti tin ithele alla ekeini den ithele. tis eferne louloudia, sokolates, ola ta dora. alla tipota. gt ti rotaei mia mera. gt ta matia sou exoun lipi mesa tous kai i kardia s stazei dilitirio. o pierotos lipithike polu. apofasise loipon kai tis leei an t amati am exou lipi tha ta vgalo kai an i kardia m exei dilitirio tha th vgalo na sti doso na deis pos xtupa mono g sena kai brosatis tin evgale kai tis tin edose. alla tote stamatise na niothei. den thn ithele pia . i balarina sokaristike ki eklaige. einai polu oraia kardia exeis dikio alla den boro na sthn xanadoso . de tha xananioseis pote tipota pia, tora se lupamai perisotero. o pierotos den adapokrithike pia den ton enoiaze...

i zoi einai oraia

o simis xipnis afou epese ap t krevati kainourio karoubalo pige ekane banio kai kaike t pouli t. vgike exo kai arxise na vrexei, meta doueia ton edioxan gt argise leei deka lepta. malakes ade koimitheite. mmm oi gomena t t pe oti ton kollise sifili kai ti sxolase amesos. klein ti na peis. mmmmi mana t pethane prin tis pei mia kouveda kai o mikros emeine monos allo ena stoma na taisei. koita gademies. e i zoi einai oraia ti tha ginei tha t gurisei aurio tha ginei astronauths i tha kerdisei t lotto. oute kan

miss world

e otan i courtney akouse oti o cobain psofise xetharepse. vlepeis t poutanaki mallon polu p xestike

ola dika tis tora. i xekoliara, koita ti kanei elege o osmos. tsipa man tipota. kavatzose kai ti mikri bean kai tin soulatsarize sta kanalia g nanai pio drama i katastasi. axaxaxaxa eleos oloi gelousan ki oivlakes tous koitazan. mmm ti tis vrike o cobain tis falainas. poios xerei posa botox katevase ki auth. kai i kor ta idia. opote i periousia cobain efuge. exaulothike ki itan megalos tha xe allaxei ton kosmo, etsi ellegan , alla eixe alla plans, eixe idiaitero tropo na vlepei t zoi, alli matia ap to sunithismeno. ola ta megala asteria etsi neoi ta kakaronoun hendrix, ian curtis, cobain, bill hicks krima, kla o hicks efuge arga alla k pali, oi kunikotites t etsi auto edeixnan adiaforia pros thn poutana th zoi. mmm auta loipon na xairodai oi poutanes meta ki auti na vrizoun ap ton paradeiso.

o xenos

e eixe 3 ores gia tn ododiatro. perpatouse rga sto proin panemorfo zapeio olo prezes tora kai xerata. esto 3 mikri geroi kathodan guro apo ena tavli kai t koitousan perierga. den tolmousan na paixoun pia, i partida eixe xathei pro pollou.ta gerika xeria tous sa solines voulomenoi ithelan apofraxi.de fovotan ana perpataei ekei alla autos o genikos fovos ton kurieue tora ta teleutaia 3 xronia. ftoxeia kai lupi padou sthn athina, vlepeis de fovotan giauto alla ti allo tha rxotan pali, itan arketa. kala oxi oti prin itan kalutera alla tra paraitan mes sti mapa sou. setromaze auti i ipnotiki katastasi prezas kai vromas. eixe xasei ton eauto tou teleutaia. eniothe oti itan xenos stin idia t th xora. les kai eixe xevrastei ap ti thalassa apo kana anekdoto tou arka. filosofies ki abelofasou;a oi politikoi, kala oi oikonomlogoi thn paleuan alla pois tpus akouge? teleutaia 4 tupades, duo xenoi prospathousan na tithaseusoun tin katastasi alla bousoulage asxima. protoketou stadia, ase....pou na paei tora?? perpatise mexri t stadio , eixe xexasei kai tonoma, alla kati elege an kai sapio tora, kitrinismena marmara kai koutsoulies peristerion odiporon, auto kanan pernousa ap ti xora kai tn exezan oloi patokorfa... kathotan kai koitaze to duskovolo, palia megaleia file pos de saggixan kai sena. toy arese na milaei se koino peithinio . goustare thn isuxia ths apadisis.anevike pros omonoia kai xazeue guro tou tous malakes tous maurous oxi oti itan ratsistis alla ti irthan ki autoi edo. eidan se kana prospektous ilio kai thalassa kai tsibisan t doloma vlepeis...ithele na fugei polu makria na iremisei. apopse eixe apofasisei meta apo polles apopeires na ta katapiei ta gamimena ta xapakia . ola de thafine tipota auth t fora. tleiose to tsirko giauton ekleise. allou tora...